Yamil;If you believe you can resist God then you probably do!
When man is still in the natural state he is at enmity with God, therfore will resist trying to make any good spiritual decisions, iaw Scripture.
Romans 8:7 Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be.
Try not to remain the enemy of God and His Son Jesus, Yamil, for your own soul if for none other.
Remember the example of the Laodicean church.