People have told you that you are worthless. You compare yourself with others. There seems to be too much to do.You are emotionally overwhelmed with all the people in your life. You don't feel connected to people, like there is no one you can talk to.
Make it your goal to have a good relationship with God, then He will take care of all your needs. Remember, God will do whaterver it takes to get you close to Him.
Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail... Great is Your faithfulnes... The Lord is my portion; therefore I will wait for Him. The Lord is good to those whose hope is in Him, to the one who seeks Him. It is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord. Lamentations 3:22-26